Has anyone ever had cement feet? I mean your heart says go but your feet won't move. I realized that it isn't that we are lazy, we are down right terrified to move. God says he never gave us a spirit of fear but one of power, love, and a sound mind. Whose spirit have we been carrying around with us ?
A few years ago I looked myself in the mirror and introduced myself for the very first time. I know this sounds silly but it was finally time to meet the person that I knew I wanted to be. I looked myself deep in my timid brown eyes and I screamed at the top of my lungs, "It is my God given right to be here and to succeed." I yelled this so many times my throat was raw, the tears began to pour and I'm sure my neighbors were pissed.
I am always wonderstruck when I think of how God created our minds. We are loaded geniuses walking around with the power to literally create the lives we want and it all starts in our nuggets.
Monday, October 31, 2016
Monday, October 24, 2016
Can You Feel The Fire???
It was June 5,2015 at 3am, it was extremely hot in my bedroom. I violently threw my blanket on the floor and let the sweat roll down my temples. I wanted so desperately to turn on my air but I had no energy to move, no matter how hard I tried I could not sleep. I lay awake in total darkness burning from the fire. You see, I've always been good at playing it safe but on this night the fire would not leave me alone as it burned through all of my excuses. My thoughts were racing, I could not seem to quiet my mind. I mean, could I actually pull this off? I had so many unfinished books in my closet, there were so many others tucked away in files that I would quickly rush pass as I uploaded my resume for another job I really didn't want.
Normally I'd fall asleep and wake up in dread but on this night I could not ignore my fire. We all have that special something that God put us here to do, it's that thing that freaking terrifies and exhilarates us! And my thing was literally burning me alive, I had no choice in the matter; I was going to write this book.
Have you been ignoring your fire?
PS, I finished the book
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